it's the challenge i'm looking for.

Nov 20, 2005

man im damm bored.....

its only 10.28 of my 3rd holiDAY and im bored stiff.

geeezzzzz

went to sicc to watch fantastic 4 with my mum and sis...
sis was in a bad mood cause mum was lecturing both of us on why we shoudnt waste our holidays..
so whole day black face...(not a racist coment btw)

then met evan there...he just finished squash training then was waiting for a cab.
so i chatted with him for like...
5mins then he left...

then after the movie, we all went home..
ate dinner til i was stuffed...

been bumming on my chair for like...FOREVER...

someone please save me from this boredom...

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Nov 13, 2005

man had the WEIRDEST dream last night...

I dreamt that i was in this huge house with supposed friend...
then there were 3 girls, all who were from some tv show or another
but then they were like HUGE robbie fans
and in this house there was this dammm dark room...
resembled some forest..and gave me this impression of some robbie shrine or something..

then alot of stuff happened in between...
not worth mentioning...
then one day i needed to go to ireland or some place that this irish robbie was home to..
i think i had to go there for mechanics...LOL
robbie had to enter that damm dark shrine place to collect his passport but i took 3 steps in and ran out...
it was hell creepy inside the place..like dark...quiet...yet you can feel some presense inside...
so in the end i ran out and told robbie that he had to go back to ireland to get a new one..
eventually i managed to convince him to go...
and when the girls found out.
forced me to bring them along and for protection insisted that we had snipers to watch over them and robbie...

then when i told robbie of the deal he got damm !@#$% and took out this cool rifle with paintballs inside
and started firing it at the leader of the girls
(who was that girl from phil of the future...the damm guai one)

then it was seen from some camera how he brought her down,
wah that was actually quite cool...
like damm drama...the girl pushing her way forward then getting shot at by damm high powered paintballs....
hahahahaha
eventually the girl fell la...then we saw her down through the window
but she was laughing and was saying something like.."initiate some plan of some sort

then out of no where from 2 random rooms on the second storey, the other 2 girls walked out dressed in some weird pyjama looking outfit..walking like zombies...weirddddd

well they ran inside a room...
dunno why...
and i took my paintball rifle and was gonna blast them down
but robbie was telling me to becareful cause he cant get any paint on his nice peachy cream walls.

so i ran and whacked against the door as the were closing it to stop them from locking it

put my foot and the rifle through so it wouldnt close and i was aiming and firing at the girls..

well i missed some...she somehow ducked so nicely and i hit the wall behind her..

i was like..shit...but nevermind..im sure robbie can clean the walls later..
then all hell broke loose...
i fired at them each exploding on their body..
and i got one in the mouth even!!
then she gaged and looked like she was gonna vomit infront of me...
i got so disgusted i turned to puke but instead this mega long burp came out..

so i turned back and continued peltting them til one by one they fell...

then something happened that i knew would scare me...
but i couldnt see it yet...
kinda like...impending doom kinda feeling...
So i woke up....

haha shit that dream was dammmmm weird...

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Nov 1, 2005

Omg la, my physics paper 1 is tmr.
i need 30 at least...
but so far ive only got 24,29,26 for 3 whole stupid papers.
at least if i go down with a 24, ive got KL with me..hahaha

omg..................
spent the whole day worrying,
eating,
slacking,
and also doing physics dont worry..

Talking crap with manav now...
Being enlightened by his words of wisdom..
hahahahahahah

God save me for physics tmr.

need something to make my day..
or my night....

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Oct 31, 2005

hey everybody....finally started blogging after ages and eras!!
didnt wanna start blogging until after my AS papers were over but what happened today was sooooo funny i have to record it down...for posterity.

well, today was damm stressful to begin with.
Had to wake up early for phy remdial cause i needed to leave early at 2 for econs.
Sooo fantastic me went late for physics,
Got scolded by mr lim then we went to go through my past year papers.

Went through until around 2pm when wai leong and the rest came.
Got suaned by then left right center until 3 when i finally decided to leave for econs..
Which i was late for eventually...

Then econs was kinda boring...
Went through stuff about externalities and public/private goods...

Then me and sugi took a cab out and a stupid cab went to sunset way all the way in clementi when i was in bukit timah waiting at sunset ave.
Because of that...i didnt make it to choir in time and by the time i reached holland rd,
choir had ended...
SORRY MS LING!!!

Well so instead i went home,

Met elfie to go eat ice cream at serene centre...
Then we were chatting about damm funny stuff la...
so retarded...took so long just to pick a flavour.

Then we started walking around to tierney's to buy poptarts for me to eat....
Bought a Stupid witch's hat for elfie...
Wah, that damm hat...i swear the one reason why you dont see witches around these days,
is because that stupid hat of theirs is like wear wings on your head la.

that hat will fly of when you least expect it to, like it was possesed or something...
Even dropped by $18 phy tys, smack my head, JUSt to rescue that hat...geez...
hahahahahhahaha...

And to make matters worse,
i swear there was not ONE person who did not stop to stare at me.
NOT ONE.

then walked elfie home and i walked like 3 feet without realising that she had my poptarts.

So i had to chase her allll the way back home just to get it back!

(ok la, it was only about 15 feet, but still...)

Well just had to blog about that damm possesed hat...
laughing my ass of thinking about just now.
hahahaha...

k, gonna watch friends now, ciao!

oh elfie, listen to "Why don't you and I by Carlos santana" for me k?
Pay attention to the lyrics too..(:
LOL

"Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies...and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in
And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again'

When's this ever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied"

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Jul 23, 2005

Today racial harmony day was sooo damm nice..
well...the finding my costume wasnt exactly a thrill..
but once that was over...
it was so fun!

Firstly, had to go to uncle thomas's house to borrow his black pants..
Thank YOU!!!!!
man...was damm hot....then went to school...
just in time for chapel..
and chapel itself was fun la!
me, esther,kl,mel and sean were singing on stage,
trying to liven up the school
but to no avail..
argh they're like zombies...

nvm, still loved singing
but rae e said that i was too soft and sean overpowered me
hahahahahaha!
well next week i'll blast just for them la..

oh then it was so coincidental that mel was wearing this lime green sari and i was wearing a lime green chinese um...kongfu master kinda shirt.
then penny came in a purple baju kebaya, esther in a black kebaya, manav came in some hindu outfit, chris in a punjabi costume daphne in um...abit hard to say actually...and um...cara dressing as....cara.

anw, then penny was voted best dressed female, chris was best dressed male and me and mel got voted as best dressed couple.haahhahaha...
in the end, results: gill won best dressed female, forgot-his-name but that turban head guyh won best male and me and mel won best dressed couple!!because of our similar colours..hahaha...damm happy...OH and best dressed mascot was sarina. omg she was in this whore/protitute outfit..omg...wow...it was um...revealing...hahaha...i bet all the guys was staring a her, nose bleeding, mouths open drooling...hahaha...lucky nick.
then alex was this biker guy cum gangster...together, they made a cute couple...should see the photos!haha...

well...the rest of school was crap...so boring physics then pe...couldnt wait for school to end...during pe our calss had some "magic juice" i brought from home..knew it was wrong sop dont worry no more juice...haha..

but the fun part was after school...

manav, penn, chris, malik, kai, hugh and me went to sakae at wheelock to eat the buffet.

the line was damm long but thanks god malik's gf reserved a table for us so we just got a table...
then we started eating...OMG you should have been there...
seen the plates piled up...we had like a CBD of plates...hahaha...

we ate about 130 plus plates of sushi among the 7 of us...
dont ask how we did it...we just did...
but there was a trick to eating..hahaha
had such a big plastic bag full of "stuff"...
hahaha...i think sakae sushi amde a huge loss on us...

then after we were all stuffed we had green tea ice cream and we mixed wasabi inside my leftover icecream and we gave it to malik..

he started to put it in his mouth and all of us couldnt take it,
so we burst out laghing as he ate it.
then malik saw us and then the wasabi hit him.

few words came out which should be censored...
and he spat the icecream out...
both our table and yingying's table was laughing...i bet the restaurant thought we were crazy..

then me, penn and kai left early to go home.
so i went off to eliza's house...
WALKED all the way there from the market..

played some damm funyn game ont he com.,
and i owned liza.
HAHAHA..she started out strong but i was a fast learner..
well went home, played dota with uwei nick alex and daryl...
bored now...

still dont feel hungry...
didnt even eat dinner...
maybe the 20 plates are still being digested...
actually i think im gonna eat soon..

LMAO.

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Jul 9, 2005

wah today was damm funny...
had a real good day today...

woke up feeling damm tired..

ytd didnt sleep too well...
and the fact that i slept late didnt help either.
haha...but oh well...

first period was chinese...
my my lao shi rocks la...
was doing my physics and she didnt mind..
instead she started talking to me ABOUT physics..
LOL..

then after i gave up i was tired so i fell asleep while she was testing wai leong in oral convo..

then next came physics...
ok..physics was the thorn in my foot today..
it was SO boring and dry today...
almost wanted to sleep...again...
and then i had to eat like 2 granola bars to keep awake
and also because i was hungry...

then after phy, met eliza in school and we started fightig...
wah she hits damm hard la...lol

my arm was pain and she had to purposely hit that same spot..
in the end we played tai ti in the 3rd level couch after seeing mel and penny flailikng their hands around...
hahahahahhaa...
then mel came up looking for me after eliza HAD to tell her that we were on the 3rd level...

haha...

semt her to the busstop after getting that mango spermo drink...

then went back to school to play badminton with mel, sugi, esther and alex...
haha..stupid sugi had to win me...idiot...
well then played badminton with uwei, nic and alot of people..
planned to leave at 4 to go home and eat then sleep..
in the end i played til 5 then left school when uwei and nic went to cut their hair...

so tired when i went home...
had to drag my body home...
up the hill...
up the stairs...
then i fell asleep eating pizza..

then mel woke me up to ask if i wanted to eat dinner...
hahahaha...

then i think i was like...60% conscious...
so amazingly i managed to hold a proper conversation with her...

then i woke up late and then i quicky ran to bathe change and i ran down to catch a cab to meet them...

arrived around same time as chris..

and mel was soooo late la..

her performance ended at like...10 plus...

and she brought like 2 of her friends...
i think...the former sc choir P and VP...
and oneof them looked familiar...
knew mark...but i dont know how i could've seen her before...
maybe its because mel; kept flashing so many pictures of her...

then ate and talked...
and went home...
man today as damm fun la...

drained my money but...was damm fun....hahaha

oh its 12 midnight...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hug*

hahahaha...((((:

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Jul 3, 2005

Life is unfair but god is good.
Life is unfair but god is good.
Life is unfair but god is good.

You know..i never really could fully accept this phrase.
i dont see how altough life kicks me upside down,all around stomps on me until i tell myself that life cant get worse...and it stabs you ten times more...
that im supposed to rejoice knowing tha my god is good?!

i mean what on earth did i ever do to deserve to be born into a family like mine...
i've never done anything a normal kid would and wouldn't do...
Yet everywhere i go...i see kids happy...
playing with their parents..BOTH their parents...
happily eating together, watching shows together, doing almost anything and everything together...

So many people i know, all tell me their problems with their parents and with their life...
Not knowing actually how lucky they are...
How fortunate they are....
Sure you bitch about your mum or your dad now...
But when it comes down to the very end...at least you have a full and happy family...
You guys seriously dont know how lucky you all are...

I dont see what i did do have this happen to me...
why does my mum and dad have to do this to not only me...but my sisters as well...
Does my mum not know what shes doing to us?
I mean...even if shes my mum...Hes my dad!
he can starve me, not pay my school fees but hes still my dad!
And how can she think that i would ever not care for him...

My life is about as F!@# ed up as i know it...
I still dont see why they have to fight over the STUPIDEST and smallest reasons...
and whats worse thing is that im always getting dragged into it somehow or another...
I just dont get life..i dont see what purpose this is supposed to serve...
sorry if im being a bad christian right now...
but WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT WITH ME GOD??
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS?
i acknowledge that your a good god..
but why would a god of good give me such a broken pair of parents....

hai...everybody around me is happy enjoying theirselves..
either at home with their parents and siblings...
or outside watching concerts or a movie...
dont want to bother all of them..
my life is depressing enough...no point in making theirs unhappy too..
So sorry that i ddnt tell it to you...sorry if i called but wasnt able to tell you anything concrete...
you all have your own happy lives to spend with your happy family...

and friends you better cherish your family like nothign else...because you dont know how bad this feels...and trust me...you dont want to know..
Dont come telling me that you know how i feel when you yourself have a happy family that spends time every single day together...you dont truly know...i know your trying to comfort me...so thanks..i really do apreaciate this...

well...everything in my house is silent...
my mums in her room, my sis in hers...
and i in mine...

"I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now"

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Jun 20, 2005

haha...wah today was DAMM funny...

the begining part was damm gay...
woke up late...and played wc3 with uwei all the way til evening...
then i had to go for dinner...

haha...dinner was damm cool..
ate at my godma's house..
had a hell lot of food...
roast lamb,potato pie,cod,pizza,mushroom soup...
and dessert was a damm good cheesecake...
best ive ever tasted in ym life...man...
argh...it was soooooo good!!!

haha...
but me,my 2 sis, angel,and suyi drank so much...
haha...we had 2 glasses of passion fruit cognac...
then we went inside her mahjong room to slack off and play the com...
then we were playing sims 2..haha...
wah damm fun...
and smart genius girl angel had to save the game right after a thief broke in and stole my sofa, benchpress and stargazer...haha
but at least i had money to buy it all back...

then gel kept making me buy this and that..
like a jaccuzzi, a stereo, lamps for my basement...
haha...but the house looked cooler lah...have to admit...lol...

but WOW...my sims never saw or did so much action...hahaha....
so many woohoos and everything...
haha...

then we drank some dessert champaigne...

followed by some dessert wine...
then some dessert itself...hahaha

well then like ALL the adults there were damm high...
almost drunk...
from the room, we could hear them shouting and laughing and yelling away...
then my godma was like almost jumping!!!

then she, because does tai qi...
and shes damm pro at it...
so whe she hits me...
like shes drunk..and jokingly hits me..
wah..she hits damm hard la!!!
omg...then even her tickles are hard..ahaha...

well...so fun la...everybody went home tipsy...

then i went home to blog...
wah so cool...ahahah...
i think im getting high from the alcohol...
jkjkjk...ciao...

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

Jun 6, 2005

Man...nothing to do...
Cant think of anything to do...
So decided to blog...
If you peple are reading it...
I bet you'll fall asleep by the end of it...

Today was damm boring la...
Couldnt sleep properly...

Kept waking up because of diarrohea...

In the end woke up at like...3pm...
Haha...then went out for lunch with my mum and sis at 4 plus..

Then on the way home went to meet eliza and her parents to go cycling...

Waited for like..sooo long...then by the time we found a parking spot,the shop was closed.
Argh..walked around for no good reason...

Then went off to eat porridge near chinatown...
Didnt feel hungry so just stared at the rest eating...
Stomach was pain so went to drink sprite..
Apparently according to mel, spirte helps my stomachache...
So oh well...hahaha...

Then we were walking around abit...
Staring at clothes around chinatown...
Zzz...
Then went home..

Then at home, had hot plate...
But ate abit so i couldn't eat much...
Ate like a few prawns, scallops and beef..
Then had diarrohea...

Went to the toilet more today then the rest of the week..

In the end my mum gave me some pills to harden my crap...

Then played dota with nick and uwei and his cousin...
Wah they're so cheap...one can windwalk and the other +1000 armor...

How to win man...
Haha...
So lost...then played uther's party...
Omg so damm fun la..haha

Well...now they're offline...
Nothing to do...
Nothing to watch...
Nobody to talk to...

Damm bored...BORED...

Ok nvm...i'll stop here...
Blah...maybe i'll go zzzzz...

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.

May 30, 2005

wah..been damm laggy in my blog...
wanted to blog about camelot but i tihkn abit too late...too lazy liao...
just went with lix and mel, saw shun and maddy...
after that went to give roses to everybody..man the hair was funky..
then went to debbies house after she made us buy food from newton...
then watched some weird canto show then we all fell asleep..hmm...

camelot was good lah...abit draggy but good overall...
but because of that show..got depressed for like..1 and a half days...
bleah...lalala....

anw...today was damm interesting...
woke up late for physics remedial...
then didnt know what i was thinking...still went to buy coffee for hugh and penn..

then after chem didnt go for mrs phua's lesson..
instead went with sugi,nick and PENNY to play lan..

then the cafe was full so me and penn walked around the whole coro...
saw this damm cool art shop..
but the owner had some bitchy attitude...
so got pissed and left....

then ate lunch and saw cher goh with her friends...
ate popiah and katsu don..

stupid popiah was chocked full of tao geh..
argh...hate that taste...

anyway...we played lan..and it was DAMMMMM funny...

played cs first and penny was actually quite ok leh...
not the free frag i thought she was..haha..
killed some people...

then played uther's party and dota...

obviously penny almost died cause she didnt know what to do..
but for dota...wah...
she made history...
never seen anybody die 23 times and kill 0...
but shes new la...
first time playing...so no choice...

played against 2 pros lah...killed abit but in the end they won...haha..

then after i was bugged consistently by my dear eliza...
had no choice i stopped and went to her house to watch flame of recca...
her house was damm funny also la...
watched like..8 episodes...then she kept asking me whats gonna happen next...
lol...

then ate dinner there...too much veg so i didnt eat much..haha.
then played chess with her...
won 3 times...
so she wanted to play checkers...
won twice again...so she got fed up and didnt wanna play..
hahahahaha...

then wanted to go home but she kept trying to draw on my other hand...
(which wasnt tatooed by penn)...
but nomatter which pen she used, she couldnt draw anything...
even when she took out her henna tube nothing came out!...
lol...
then she gave up and i went home...

then tried calling so many people to talk to me..
but like most singaporeans...
all were watching desperate housewives...
so had to walk up the dark hill by myself..
then only got through to debbie after i'd walk through it...
the lame ironies of life struck again..

then now i wanna play warcraft 3 with uwei..
but sugi's using it so i cant access my account...
life's really out to stick its tongue out at me man...
so in the end eating curry puffs and tastytoast...
sipping coconut juice...
hoping that sugi will be done by the time im finished...haha

wah still thinking of camelot...
dont know why..argh...bleah...

/not gonna be a ~~n00b~~.